Family Rejects Widowed Songwriters New Songs

I received great joy in sharing my love for my wife and my musical talent.

Now I have a live-in girlfriend whom my boys and family all embrace. Everyone says they’re happy that I’m happy and with someone who fits in well.

Now my songs are about her and us. I recently (naively?) sent out the first of the new recordings to the usual recipients and am troubled about whether to do it again.

One son’s cryptic response made me call him to talk it through. Even though he wants me to be happy, he really doesn’t want to hear my songs that embrace someone new. My other son was more accepting, but less so than before. My brother-in-law said he could only listen to half of the song because he’s still mourning my wife’s passing.

Now a widowed songwriter, I feel like I can’t share my songs with the people who matter the most in my life. Of course, we’ve all talked about this, but that doesn’t solve my problem. Is my not sharing this joyful music with my loved ones the only answer?

– Music of the Heart

Dear Music:

I just have to say: it’s wonderful that you’re not only a skilled communicator in song, but also in conversation. You’ve saved yourself and everyone else some of the heartache of miscommunication by reaching out to your sons and brother-in-law proactively.

Right now, your loved ones may not be the best audience for the music you’re producing. But your music will continue to evolve and their capacity to receive it may as well. Because the joy of your songs is also intertwined with grief, it’s going to take time.

See how it feels to shift your audience for the time being – perhaps these are just songs for your girlfriend, or other close friends. Also consider an experiment: try expanding your subject matter for a song or two. There might be something else that inspires you to write. And your loved ones may welcome a chance to listen to it and keep this connection.

I know this situation may feel like a rejection at the moment, but know that this is part of the process. The album isn’t over.

R. Eric Thomas (he/him) is a national bestselling author, playwright, and screenwriter. His accomplishments include “Eric Reads the News,” a daily humor column covering pop culture and politics, serving as the interim Prudie for the advice column “Dear Prudence,” and author of “Congratulations, The Best Is Over!” Send questions to R. Eric Thomas at eric@askingeric.com or P.O. Box 22474, Philadelphia, PA 19110. Follow him on Instagram and sign up for his weekly newsletter at rericthomas.com.

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